Wednesday, February 4, 2009

tears

Isao Takahata's Hotaru No Haka, one of the most heartbreaking movies I've ever seen. I cried my eyes out and consequently felt like a fool. It was such an incredibly beautiful film.

One of my favorite past times when I was little was to pour over the photos in my dad's many World War II books. I wasn't morbid, I was just curious as any child would be and also, I think, addicted to the emotion the pictures inspired in me. I looked long and hard at all the emmaciated concentration camp inhabitants and the charred remains of Japanese soldiers taken down by American flamethrowers. The ones of children were especially examined. These are the two that stick with me the most vividly.

Although most people would probably say this was too much for a child of my age to be exposed to, I think it was good for me. It gave me a better understanding of war than I would have had, I think, had it been otherwise. I understood that the "bad guys" were human too, that their deaths were just as tragic as the deaths of those from my country. Although I was not blind to Hitler's evil, I found myself heroes from both sides of the battle lines, acknowledging the courage and sacrifices made. I never took war lightly.


At any rate, the point of all this rambling has been that this amazing film rewoke all these old thoughts and emotions. I've been a practical Hamlet these last couple days, brooding away. I thought I'd take a whack at trying to write down some of my thoughts.


On a happy note, I'm glad to have found Isao Takahata, for now that I'm almost done with all the American released films of Hayao Miyazaki I'll have another animation director to move onto.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

infatuation is good for the soul

Current obsessions:

the Bronte sisters











French films













fashion history






















cheesy 80's faerie tales






















Michael York






Sunday, January 25, 2009

faerie tale dreams of watchmen eating people

La-ti-da


Not really sure what to write. I just know I want to write something.

I had strange dreams last night. I finished reading The Watchmen and then I watched some faerie tales from the 80's and then I watched Delicatessen (amazing). These all rolled together and made for some interesting dreams. Lots of killing.

I've been in a weird mood all day, one of those creative-but-not-sure-what-to-create sort of days. You know?


I think I want to paint.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Fragments

I watched this last night and it diseased my brain which now refuses to sit quiet. My imagination is skipping about. Nothing palpable, just a bunch of random words and pictures up there. It doesn't know where to take root.
I let it wander out onto a piece of paper last night and it took the form of the strangest thing I've ever written, but I'm too chicken to post it here.


Your Truly,

Rachael of the nomad brain

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Bedtime Story

Once upon a time...

there was a girl. She didn't have a whole lot to say. Or else she did have quite a bit to say but chose to leave it unsaid. One day she thought to herself, "Perhaps I should start saying some of these unsaid things." The girl made a blog.